My Chemical Romance

i was you

i was you baby

i smiled
you smile
till my mouth
was set
and my face
was tight
and it wasn't right
it was wrong
i was you baby
i was you too long
i said
your words
till my throat
closed up
and i I had
no choice
but to do your song
i was you baby
i was you too long
i lived
your life
till there was
no me
i was flesh
i was hair
but i wasn't there
i was wrong
i was you too long
and baby baby
the worst thing
to it
so who was weak
and who was strong
for too long baby
i was you

Paolo Nutini - New Shoes

Today

Everything is perfect yesterday! Before the park hike picnic , I went to an old friend's apartment picking up important letters & packages,(my mails always missing at my mother's house,hmmm ) the floor was having Flea Sales out of 15 states of Brand name sculpture pieces. It really does opened my eyes, I up loaded the pics in my 2006 blog for those you know who ,ha ha ha ...................
While I am heading to the subway station, there was this gray hair lady told me she has an unlimited , I told her Thank you so much, he he he NYC is a weird place, ppl can be warm or cold. I use to do so too, I always give passenger my last day of unlimited or give a swipe, it's free, hard to resists, ha ha ha.......
The subway runs rapidly as I'd just finished a few pages of the book " Class & Schools" by Richard Rothstein. A man was selling blue n' pink cotton candy, I try to buy a stick for friends, the man gave out for free to everyone, he said he won a few k over the stock, he got to get rid of these cotton candy before his vocation. Free, I like ..... he he he but not everything............
I am holding 4 sticks toward the park , a kid was staring at while crossing the street, I gave the pink stick since is a cute little girl. Free , what a great feeling. The mother insists give me the money back, I told I got it free too! She has give me a fresh big red apple, oh my, what a red hearted! Kind neighborhood, I like....................
Before I enter the park, some rock stairs had caught me eyes, I turn left,right, up, down, side, just cant grasp a positive view, a lady walks by and " I was wondering what you are trying to shoot, there's no bird,plain non attractive leaves, ohhhh, it was beautiful from this angle!" " would you like to have a picture (I figure with a person in it, should fill the blank)" I asked.
" sure, I have no problem of that, ha ha ha ", she's working for the Rodriguez arch next to the park, she give herself a relaxing break of walking in the park each day. Now, she's my type of friend, non judgemental, but not afraid of expressing herself opinions. Nice to met you Annette.
I bring the crew to the Racket near 5th ave for some hand stretches. Then the Tribeca Grill at 375 Greenwich st (@ franklin st) for dinner. I wrote down the Siren club add for the crew and nick had drove me home .
I bought a huge watermelon around my mother's house, the man charge me $3.99 only! " you are good customer to our store". Thank you Organic fruit manager!
Oh, there's another lucky thing I forgot to take note here, off Nick's car ,a gum sticking under my flips, a ten dollars green.(money for watermelon), next time, dont panic if the same happens to you, it might be some goodies under.

Yesterday

Opps, Wrong entrance! Lollll

I found our driver , I got your half nake picture Nick.......La la la

My dear friend Nalsh & his parents were in town for a few months, and he insists I am going to be their guide tour simply I make them happy with laughter of my open minded ,but respectful decent personality(oh,gosh,thanks Mae & Walter,I am flying with such deep comment). Dued to my busy schedule, I'd gave Nalsh 10 Destination of NYC, Unbelievable, they'd all gone by.

A thousand something wooden puzzled

I am so glad my old membership got every one some discount

Usually, adult $20 senior $10 , today is optional , my discounts are even better!

Nalsh " cadence , I made you Banana Cup Cakes ! ha ha ha ". "Thanks alot, Nalsh, my favorite fruit''. Mae & Walter prepared a whole basket of homemade cooking/baking for picnic today!

Here we goes to the exploring of the Museum

The most loveable Grand mama & Grand papa I ever had seen

The Cafe up hill

We are above the rock drinking organic smoothie

A view up high

I almost fell down on this view

Plain leaves

finding a good spot for picnic

Every picture Nalsh took were break me into half lolllll, where is my right side profile, Nalsh!

5 stories

Quiet n' peace

My survival buddy

Stephia & her mother

Slip down

Go go go

Beautiful turn

Stairs to the subway

Early Evening

The flag indicated: A place where children can hope and families can healI am busy all mng with my Exams prepartion and almost forgotten an oppointment with a real estate ex-coworker of mine ( met Nick through 21 Century in Queens). Thanks Nick , you ar late too! My new friend Cali & Stephen would like to purchase a two family house around Brooklyn, I introduce Nick with them. It seems like they like Nick's attitude. Nick has a nick name called "steel", the reason was that he will worked his ass off toward the best deal btw the landlord & buyers. That's the main quality I found in him and keep in touch . I am really tired of those brokers whom never considerated a client's benifit except their bonus. In a way, broker did rely on the percentages of revenues , but.....................I have been there too!

I'd visited another old friend of mine at this Catering, or maybe I can use of these gorgeous toilet ha ha ha.....

"Hello !" " Hey!" Some one calls me behind my back, " ohhhh, You are that that.....Filley Zioheric ( My dear friend in College, she transferred on the first year due to an accident).

"I work here as a coordinator now , come visit me anytime ". Sure I will Fifi . I'm so glad heading out this early evening.

Good News

My Doctor's assistant emailed with a Great News regarding to my health report.

My recover is rapidly improved for the past month.

My weight is back to appropriate status (size 3-4), metabolism is running almost back to normal. My doctor told me I am one of his unbelievable good patient(he he he), well, I want to live life to the fullest, I'll do anything as a Good Doctor's request!

Today is another grand day!

Ouch

Who Is The Bitch

The Bitch(Granny's HHA) said she's not a bitch! lollll
The Bitch said my mother is a BS.
My Mother was one to me before the death of my father.
My mother is not a BS now through life courses.
My mother does not read English well......
I know Bitches out there will translating to her.
I know I could be care less
I know no matter how Bitches Bs
I am still Young and Still......
To Bitches - you'll rock in hell........Soon! Lolllllllllllllllll

*** To Granny's HHA: All Bitches out there as told you are the Bitch gossip around! lollll
*** The Bitches are all around 28-8 0 age group ! Worms ! Maturity does not came from ages, it's from intellectual through life experiencing.
*** The Bitch does not understand the meaning of "NO LIFE" (lollllll) , it's not contained in the English dictionary,it is in the personality,attitude,cultural and most importantly "grey matters"!

Postpartum Depression

* Postpartum Hotline: 1-866-364-6667 24/7

Some one I have known for 17 years been Diagnosed of Postpartum(Postnatal or Peripartum) Depression.Some how she's in a denial stage. She's in a way of accusing her husband of having affair. It's so sad she does not have faith of her own choice! That's a form of depression from low self-esteem.

Depression can be described as feeling sad, blue, unhappy, miserable, or down in the dumps. Most of us feel this way at one time or another for short periods. But true clinical depression is a mood disorder in which feelings of sadness, loss, anger, or frustration interfere with everyday life for an extended time. Depression can be mild, moderate, or severe. The degree of depression, which your doctor can determine, influences how you are treated

There may be a number of reasons why a woman gets depressed. Hormone changes or a stressful life event, such as a death in the family, can cause chemical changes in the brain that lead to depression. Depression is also an illness that runs in some families.

There are two common types of treatment for depression.

Talk therapy. This involves talking to a therapist, psychologist, or social worker to learn to change how depression makes you think, feel, and act.
Medicine. Your doctor can give you an antidepressant medicine to help you. These medicines can help relieve the symptoms of depression.

Gossipers

Who is right? Who is wrong?
Concerns are for those who knows how to respect others privacy!
Gossips are for unhappy narrow minded individual!
Judgemental people are never really happy because they need to feel superior to others in order to feel worth while! In the other word, they can not stand others good welling!

Blowing out FAIR Opinions are the best way of managing problems.
My friend Sarah have been emailing me about my granny's HHA, that she has running her fat mouth to outer regarding to our family members daily routine (especially me) lolllllllllll Mind you own damn business BITCH! I always pity those who have no life! That's why society give a name for such people - you are a GOSSIPER(low class)lollllllllllll
Sarah, if she were my HHA, I'll definitely report her to her company & I'll see her in court.Lollllll
It's none of my business - She's my granny's HHA!
And Sarah, please say thank you for me to your brother Tim of helping to obtain my past company statements! It's my luck to have great friends like you guys!

American Green

My mother gave me 50 bucks after my posting of Teen life memories ,(She & my brother been doing that ever since my Diagnosed of Internal Failure) like I said it was life experience through out my teenager.Many things have had changed for the past few years in the family. Every one seem to be more integrity on concepts......... Every thing happens for a reason, and the reason is to enhance the wider aspect of point of views on the situation that occurring from...................

My First Job

As I am cleaning out my old stuff in the drawer, I found this " Student Non Factory Employment Certificate" Valid for part time and Vocation Employment of a Minor 14 or 15 years of Age.
By Board of Education - City of New York Bureau of Attendance. Flash back...............
I was about 12 or 13 years old working in a factory with my mother after school on daily basics .
I worked as a Button Operator, contacting with sharpen needles, threads,buttons, loud machines, dirty environment and workers around my parents ages.
There were a couple of times, my fingers stitches with thread from the needle, bleeding like hell, work has to continued....... with another finger to picks button into the machine. If the contractor of the factory requesting this "Lot " of clothing or pants had to finishing by the date on the contract. We stayed over night in the factory with the mouse. As for my memories, two day over night in the factory with my mother, and I went to school in the morning, came back 3 pm starting works till morning to school. I remembered my brother whose 3 yrs older than me came and helped as well back then.
I'd slept (passed out ) for almost 15 hours after the "Battle".Lolllllllllll
I enjoyed working with my brother at his factory ( his job back then), he would treated me to lunch (Good Food) and gave me salaries by day! Unlike my mother, I don't get a shit from working. She said it all included in the apartment I live in, clothing I wear, food I eaten etc.... well, oh well..................................
After a few years , I started my own adventure of working experience- I have done 14 jobs in my life so far!

Nalsh & I

Going to the French Festival with Nalsh and his parents,we are walked by this Chinese Porcelain company Nalsh shout out " That's where we worked before as a PT sales person 9 years ago."(explaining its resource toward customers) Nalsh got very excited the Company still existing. Nalsh and I met through the Annual French Festival held in New York City 10 yrs ago, he told me he in needed a job in oreder to survive in nyc for a couples of month, I introduced him for an interview and smarty got this kick ass PT . It was totally stressful (yes, only PT OMG), managers pushing Sale Sale Sale every second, customers simply Look Look Look around ,Thank you.lolllllll

Nalsh , I know you called your uncles , aunties, granny as your customers! ha ha ha

So Do I ! lolllll ( Thank you all friends!)

I really enjoying those crazy days of pulling customers around the streets with you too!

The Old Days

There was this day I by passed a few Cartoon costume High School Kids Promoting on the street reminds me that I once was a costume "Big Bird" working for Toys"R"us With my friend Bella (Butterfly) and Dillion (Tiger). We are under this thick & heavy "Heater" selling our friendly attitude toward all ages for a few pieces of green papers! Dillion suggested to tided a few mini fans on our body in order to cool down(Lollllll), sure we did laughed on that till now days .

Supposely

Supposely, I am going to the Wingate field for Boys to men concert in Brooklyn.
The weather in Brooklyn is really sucks! raining all day long.
My dear friends have been at the Wingate Park since 3pm for the front row spots.
Guys, I am waiting for the next concert instead! Although I love Boys to men, I fixed my camera this morning and preparing for a great night out. Anyway, plan change/I am home watching a movie now.

Show Tickets

On the way back, I introduce Nalsh and his parents of a friend of mine(Neil) whose live around Madison Ave & 58th street , he kindly let us used his restroom, oh man, what a relieve! Neil made us watermelon smoothie icecream, so delicious!
Neil and we heading to Lincoln Center for another friend of mine (she's a dancer-Bella), see if we can get some discount on show tickets, gratefully, she got my friend Nalsh, his parents and Neil decent price of tickets (way beyond original)! I didn't go because I have to meet up another College friend around Columbus Cycle as we talked two weeks ago.

DIY

Friends been requesting where's that Dutch woman I'd been posting about? Guys , we found her near Central park with the golden statue. I am not sure about her business hours.

Sun burn

It happens on July 21, 2007 from 2pm- 9pm

Disney Chain Store

5 Avenue & 55 th street - visit the magic of Manhattan

http://destinations.disney.go.com/

Look around !Help yourself! Dont be shy- buy me home-He he he

Isn't she lovely! Catch her kiss , you'll be happier than ever

Display of all Disney's Fairy tales

Heading to third floor

That's why she's an ugly witch-she's lack of inner beauty

Put that down sweet heart

Got $1000 ? take her home

Cinderella

"Turn and peep, turn and peep,

There blood within the shoe,

The shoe is too small for her,

The true bride waits for you."

" Turn and peep, turn and peep,

No blood is in the shoe,

The shoe is not too small for her

The true bride rides with you."